hello there, loyal readers. i apologize once again for my absence.
i have an excuse. i promise.
my kiddo was feeling a little under the weather two weeks ago but i promised him a trip to the national fair. before we left, he threw up. weird, i thought. he never vomits. so i decided to stop in at a medstop to let the doctor take a gander.
yikes.
there, his pulse ox was 85! yes, 85 at four years old. major concern. so after a chest xray confirming what we thought, to the ER we went. his lungs presented a dark spot.. maybe signifying pneumonia so we wanted answers. fast.
at the ER, he continued having problems moving air in his lungs. he had 2 blood gases drawn (super painful in the artery).. they confirmed a major issue with the gas exchange in his lungs. basically, his oxygenated blood was mixing with his deoxygenated blood. no bueno. he was placed on 50% oxygen but this didn't increase his pulse ox. after a while, he was placed on 100% o2 and an ambulance ride later, arrived at the local children's hospital. there we spent two nights. grueling nights. you.can.not.sleep. in the hospital. luckily, i have amazing family to visit often and my mother who stayed with us those nights.
in the end, it was confirmed to be mycoplasmal pneumonia .. and perhaps something else fueling the fire. but definitely mycoplasmal pneumonia. little guy was so puny, it was sad.
we have since been discharged. as with most pneumonia, it will be a long road to recover 100%. breathing treatments and antibiotics for 14 days as well as regular checks with a pulse oximeter. he seems better. his personality is back. he has even started school again. we are just on high alert. no soccer (bummer!). no running. no outdoors fun.
i could whine about my house and car being a complete wreck because we haven't had time to unpack or clean. i could cry because i had already used my time up for the last hospitalization so my next two paychecks will be nothing. and i guess by even mentioning it, i am. however, i am a firm believer that God does not give you more than he thinks you can handle. so i'm going to truck along in this messy environment, broke as a joke.. because you know what? the sacrifices are fine as long as my boy is with me.
and also. thank you so much to everyone for the prayers, calls, texts, emails, support in general. it was so humbling the people who reached out. we really felt all of you prayers!
Wow! I hope your little dude is feeling so much better. I did a quick survery of you and your blog - my condolences. I mean this with the utmost respect. I have similar scenario except my son has never met his daddy. Fine. Just hang in there. As you said "God doesn't give us more than we can handle." However, please dear god cut us a break!
ReplyDeleteI've had a bad year and a half which is probably going to push into 2012. Ughh! There has to be a silver lining in the end. There is a rhyme and reason for all we endure but when it becomes clear is, well, not clear. Again, best of luck and well wishes to your son.
Jennifer
http://itswhatisaid.com/