Monday, January 16, 2012

i think that one of the worst feelings in the world is knowing you have disappointed someone or yourself. i'm not sure which is worse. i've unfortunately done both recently and there's nothing i can do to resolve either situation. 

i've lost my gumption. i need to regain that and finish the things that need to be done. i need to be a better friend; be told that someone is proud of me. i cannot wait for the day someone tells me they are proud. that's going to be the most exciting day of my life. ..  besides giving birth, of course. 

i joined again. third time's a charm? .. we'll see. i'd like a little companionship on the side.


  1. I'd still love to meet you if you'd like to go out sometime!

    1. who is this? email me.