he said this is forever. finally. so that was it. there was never finite answer. just a "we'll see" about the status of our future. but now that i know, that's it for me. i'm hurting. even in such a beautiful place surrounded by my family. there is still a literal ache. i can't help but feel something is wrong with me. what did i do? but i guess it still goes with the territory. i can't believe i'm so torn up about a relationship that didn't even last a year.
on the flip side, beautiful weather. good food. ice cream.